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**go zai** · February 17th, 2015, 01:55 AM

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**go zai** · February 17th, 2015, 01:56 AM

chanyeol didnt look like an omega. chanyeol didnt act like an omega. he had a personality all his own, and the appearance of an alpha.
a lot of alphas didn’t want an omega like chanyeol.
most alphas wanted someone nice and sweet and obedient, whereas chanyeol was loud and rowdy and wasn’t afraid to speak his mind or talk back. chanyeol sometimes wished he could be more like his other omega friends, wished he could be as soft looking as suho or as compliant as jongin. if he was completely honest, he just wanted an alpha that would accept him for who he was. chanyeol wanted an alpha that would laugh at his silly and lame jokes, an alpha that wouldn’t punish him if he talked back, an alpha that would hold him at night and assure him that he was still beautiful even if he wasn’t a typical omega.
chanyeol wanted an alpha like that.
unfortunately, as fate would have it, things never went chanyeol’s way.
“they don’t know what they’re missing out on, yeol.” suho would comfort him on late nights when chanyeol was feeling especially self-pitying. jongin would be on the other side of him, rubbing soft circles on his back and humming softly. “you’re a beautiful omega, chanyeol,” they would whisper, soft vibrations in their chests lulling chanyeol softly, almost convincing him, but knowing that they were wrong.
“how,” he would moan, knowing he sounded pathetic but not being able to care. “no alpha wants an omega like me.”
“what’s so great about having an alpha anyway, chanyeol? who cares if no alpha wants you, that’s their problem!”
but chanyeol cared. jongin and suho had never had problems attracting alphas, and even if they might not want some of the attention they got, they still got it.
chanyeol wanted that.
but then chanyeol would scold himself because it wasn’t his friends fault he was born an alpha-repelling omega, and it wasn’t his friends fault he was destined to be alone.
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chanyeol watched silently as jongin fought with his elder brother, who, in comparison, looked a lot more like an omega than jongin. kyungsoo was similar to chanyeol in that way, he was cursed with an omega’s innocent looks when in reality, he was the definition of an alpha.
he was strong and strong-willed, dominant but not to an extreme, silent but always spoke his mind. chanyeol liked kyungsoo.
sometimes kyungsoo would complain and groan about hating his height and his looks and wishing he could look more ‘manly’, but chanyeol didn’t understand why.
kyungsoo was the perfect alpha, and even though he may not look it, he’d protect his mate and love them just as well as any other alpha, probably even better.
and it was times like this when chanyeol stopped and thought for a moment, and realized he honestly had no room to judge.
“chanyeol?” jongin questioned, snapping his fingers in front of chanyeol’s face. chanyeol blinked, surprised, and immediately smiled.
“sorry,” he spoke, his deep voice resounding through his ears because once again, an omega shouldn’t have a voice that deep. no alpha wanted an omega that sounded more domineering than them. “zoned out.”
“obviously,” he heard kyungsoo chuckle, and moved slightly to catch the smaller male’s eye. kyungsoo smiled, and chanyeol decided he wanted a mate like kyungsoo.
but then kyungsoo said, “you look really nice today, by the way.” and chanyeol’s heart swelled and he decided he wanted kyungsoo as his mate.
“y-you too,” he stuttered, and kyungsoo’s face lit up and he chuckled, and that’s when chanyeol knew that kyungsoo wouldn’t be adverse to wanting him either.