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    Quote Originally Posted by Nmagane View Post
    I do find myself dissociated a lot though - without drugs - and some times I wonder why.
    can you go into this more and how you think of your episodes of dissociation in terms of desirability/productivity/hindrance?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Nmagane View Post
    You should leave the seabed of psychadelics in pursuit of riskier and unstable planes.
    why?

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    Quote Originally Posted by iamafuckingretard View Post
    can you go into this more and how you think of your episodes of dissociation in terms of desirability/productivity/hindrance?
    I cannot alas, such is the nature of it most of the time, but it obviously hinders the person more than anything. I would say it's not too undesirable though, as it does offer a break from the dull life of modern man.
    “A man of genius makes no mistakes. His errors are volitional and are the portals of discovery.”

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    I often intentionally dissociate from my surroundings as a high in itself; controlled ego loss allied along volatile conscious state leads to something more pronounced than a microdose or nicotine rush
    “A man of genius makes no mistakes. His errors are volitional and are the portals of discovery.”

    “Her antiquity in preceding and surviving succeeding tellurian generations: her nocturnal predominance: her satellitic dependence: her luminary reflection: her constancy under all her phases, rising and setting by her appointed times, waxing and waning: the forced invariability of her aspect”

    “And he saith unto them, Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men.”

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    i kind of see higher doses as like

    too wide a scope

    it gives fun cosmic thoughts about how things operate on a basic level

    but theyre so obvious and useless most of the time

    and also too disconnected from my sober personality and habits and life
    Quote Originally Posted by Nmagane View Post
    I often intentionally dissociate from my surroundings as a high in itself; controlled ego loss allied along volatile conscious state leads to something more pronounced than a microdose or nicotine rush
    i feel like i've always done this automatically at times, and microdoses and low amounts of cannabis can sometimes facilitate deeper immersion into this space, though with more of an edge of distractibility and tangential jumping (especially on weed)

    kind of like a flow state with immersion in internal thinking rather than any goal oriented activity (ideally the internal thinking is somewhat goal oriented)

    though ofc i should seek to be able to consciously enter such a state sober as well

    slightly related tangent: ive gotten better at the habit of focusing on breathing to stop any thought patterns im tired of and redirect my mental energy towards things that are more enjoyable/productive to think about

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    hello friends

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    I'm not reading any of those posts.

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    Quote Originally Posted by iamafuckingretard View Post
    i kind of see higher doses as like

    too wide a scope

    it gives fun cosmic thoughts about how things operate on a basic level

    but theyre so obvious and useless most of the time

    and also too disconnected from my sober personality and habits and life


    i feel like i've always done this automatically at times, and microdoses and low amounts of cannabis can sometimes facilitate deeper immersion into this space, though with more of an edge of distractibility and tangential jumping (especially on weed)

    kind of like a flow state with immersion in internal thinking rather than any goal oriented activity (ideally the internal thinking is somewhat goal oriented)

    though ofc i should seek to be able to consciously enter such a state sober as well

    slightly related tangent: ive gotten better at the habit of focusing on breathing to stop any thought patterns im tired of and redirect my mental energy towards things that are more enjoyable/productive to think about
    Sounds like intentional meditatory techniques which the buddhists believed could transcend sobriety in its own way. Helpful for anti-anxiety reasons.
    “A man of genius makes no mistakes. His errors are volitional and are the portals of discovery.”

    “Her antiquity in preceding and surviving succeeding tellurian generations: her nocturnal predominance: her satellitic dependence: her luminary reflection: her constancy under all her phases, rising and setting by her appointed times, waxing and waning: the forced invariability of her aspect”

    “And he saith unto them, Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men.”

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    I'm not reading any of those posts.

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    I'm gonna be hoenst I can't be bothered to read blocks of text from anyone let alone those from goyclub

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    shower thought:

    closed mafia games are just ways for select groups of posters to post at each other in a closed environment and vote out the worst of them on a day by day basis. especially d1
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    i dont really know me either, does anyone ever truly know themselves?
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    that said, ​lynch yns
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    i dont really know me either, does anyone ever truly know themselves?
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    Quote Originally Posted by Lucky Artist View Post
    shower thought:

    closed mafia games are just ways for select groups of posters to post at each other in a closed environment and vote out the worst of them on a day by day basis. especially d1
    If this is the case, why is your vote on me and not scsf?

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    i'll be completely transparent and say i havent read anything between post 6 and 28 and dont plan to

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    YNS is one of the few people I have a hard time reading as mafia. Let's do this.

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    I'm down lynch yns

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    i have fucking strep throat

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    hope you feel better soon!

    keep drinking hot liquids!

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    thank you sweatie i will

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    Gonna leave that there until he posts.

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